I am I. Small injection of reality.

A very nice looking fam you have…
What’s the possibility of you house hunting independently??? Might just find what you are looking for (without all the distractions).

After we left your house tonight, Davey was crying about the move. He really is sad. Olivia started pointing out the good parts and said she was not at all sad because of the reasons she’d stated. I said it was ok for Olivia to not be sad, and it was ok for Davey to be sad. I reached back to hold his hand because I’m not sad and I’m sad too. I spend a lot of time with you, with Helena, and with Daniel. I love how we can just spend time together without occasion.

I reminded Davey that once upon a time he and Daniel went to the same school half-days, and that they played in the afternoons, then they still played when Davey went to another school, and how they still stayed friends when Daniel went to another school. I concluded that this is going to be a good move for you all, for Daniel, particularly (very good for Daniel is my gut feeling). I assured Davey that we will still find ways to play together, to still be fiends.

Going around the Art museum Davey burst into tears and said he was afraid that he would forget Daniel (or that Daniel would forget him) and I wished I could have stoped the car to bawl, too.

Those weeks this summer — the bad ones — taught me an important lesson. You all are very important to us. You all mean a lot to us.

At ballet this week someone else asked me if Olivia and Helena are sisters. They are. And of course, the Elton John song “Daniel My Brother” makes me think of how Davey calls Daniel his brother.

I’m sorry I am sticking this here, but it really is inspired by your pictures and the I Am Not I.

What if I would have married Dan Rizzo and moved to Louisiana? What if I would have married Tim Lyle and moved to Cornwall? What if I would have gone to medical school instead of journalism school? What if I would have broken up with Chris like I’d planned to the fall after I met him? What if i would have stayed living with my mother in New York? What if i would have been confirmed?

See why perezhilton is good for me? It distracts me from the thinking deeply on the people and things that do matter so deeply.

I have a book to read and a scarf to knit. Nightie-night.

super cute!!

Love the crown!